SANCTUM

I am attempting to give a damn but i cannot.
I guess todays whine is about people in general. Never ever ever there when you need them. Say one thing do another.

Pretend to be concerned when they couldn't give fuck all.
make plans, promises and then dump you when something better comes along. Hell I guess I should start doing that too after all what are plans made and shit when you don't give a toss.
Pretend like they are your friend and then when you really need them to show they are never do, dump you faster than hot potatoes.
Constantly take take take and never give when it comes their turn to give.

So I am not really annoyed and yet i am pissed off, for in the space of a week people have managed to show them selves up as flimsy and unreliable. Then again, I never really relied on them anyway, after all they are only human. But sometimes you do wish you could find just the one...

see i don't mind, its just annoying to do things so late or to end up completely unreliable the one time I actually 'need' em to be reliable or rather hope them be so. So you know what, this week everyone can crawl up their arses and leave me in peace. I don't want nothing to do with no one and so bridges are getting burnt! Some more vocally than others , you get in the firing line I apologise, 'only' cause you got in the firing line but hey ya couldn't care less so its water of a ducks back.

Rant over.
and surprisingly i feel so much better after chopping off all the dead weight and shaking it off.
Incidentally, this will also be the last entry i ever make in this journal.
I wanna move. *sets fire to the journal and cackles evil like*

I'm rather happy with the way things are going. I am still busy but dang it I have my true smile back. No one is taking that away again. Amecon is also now a good memory as opposed to being tainted somewhat. Selective recollection works a charm even in everyday life. Ahh guess who just got cut off mobile phone wise *points to self* but I dont care that much. Financings are slowly growing is why, so I will be able to pay it soon which is why im not worried.

I'm working on updating the website, not the layout no, thats done. I am fiddling with making the layout load faster and also to make it a bit better laid out. Text wise.
I'm also working on getting my Pdf's done and then strange but cool people can buy some manga. Hardcopies won't be available for a bit longer.

Everybody, chuu loves Ramya! and Pv-chan and her wifies and Koneko-chan and all her friends. Just though a little shout out was in order specially for Ramya and Pv cause they have been awesome.

With the anime convention coming up and all the other things I have to do I feel like I am finally moving out of a rut and there are so many things to do now I don't think I can keep up but I like that.

Don't get me wrong, I am thankfull for the calming down period but now I am almost itching to get stuck into things.( Read More )

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